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May contain spoilers from all ya’ll who haven’t seen the latest episodes. Beware *growls*. 

The Amazing Race: Finale 

TK AND RACHEL WON THE AMAZING RACE BITCHES *does happy dance* FRACK CHEAYH! I love, love, love, love them! They are the bestest (yes, I’ve resulted to immature words) team ever. Not only did they stay calm, but they showed that you could be a nice, caring team who didn’t have to result to backstabbing to win the entire race. I ‘awwed’ when Rachel described how TK made her feel self-confident, and I even let out a ‘YOU GO GIRL’ including the snaps and the head bobbing. Finally, a deserving team won this race. I was so sick of having to watch the Nate and Jen’s of the universe win this race. Now don’t get me wrong, I like Nate and Jen, but their bickering got to me. On the plus side, Nate slighlty resembled Patrick Drake :P. One other thing. Did anyone notice how pissed off Don was after him and Nick came in third. Really, he had the right to be pissed. That poor, old 68 year old man was the only reason this granfather/grandson duo even made it through to the finale. In my opinion, Nick was useless. He even made his grandfather do many of the strenous activities. HELLO, HE’S 68. Ron and Christine were ok, and I really love the improvements that they made in their relationship during the race, but Ron’s long ass mantras pissed me off. ‘nough said.

General Hospital: Robin and Patrick Make Baby!

I’ve been wating for this since…forever. But why does Robin feel the need to keep her spermination (thanks P Nasty ) a secret. If this is anything like the whole Jake/Elizabeth/Lucky/ Jason thing, I will have to pull out my nunchucks…you’ve been warned. Gosh, I hope Patirck and Leila don’t get together during this time. The year 2008 is for Scrubs, not Peyla *puts on mad face*. P.S I hope Johnny didn’t die…

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Sorry If I’ve left all the people who don’t watch these shows in the dark :P. On other news un-realted to TV, my hosted site is coming along, I just have to fix a few things.

 Love, Yaardvark

I didn’t know what to blog about. Firstly, I was going to blog about music, then my take on the American election, then about relationships and now I’m here. To tell you the truth, I still don’t have any subject formally planned *feels like a rebel* . Anywho, I’m just going to wing this blog and hopefully come out with something somewhat decent . I really wanted to blog these past days, but I had nothing to blog about…oh how dull tis my life at this momento.

Grr…Highschool is nearing my friends! Tomorrow, I’ll pick up my option sheet and my reccomendations. I’m nervous to see what mt teachers  reccomend for me, even though I’m just going to ignore them and take whatever I choose :P. Dilemma time! I can’t choose between taking Visual Art or Drama (such a dilemma right  ?) I love Art and being creative, but since being in the Musical this Chrismas, I have felt a connection with Drama? Any suggestions?

 Love, Yara <3

Edit/Hey everyone, I just made an LJ, add me as a friend at Solo-Seven /Edit

This blog is dedicated to me, and my stupid theories about love.

I’m sappy, corny, cheesy, and undeniably a hopeless romantic. I love the idea of romance, and falling in love with that special person. I can’t wait to grow up and say, I LOVE YOU *cue the music and the rain please.* I really should stop watching romance movies, because I know life isn’t that…picture perfect. I have never met a guy that was as sweet as Noah from the Notebook or Landon from A Walk to Remember. It’s true that those guys aren’t the friendliest of love interests, but they did whatever they had to for the love of lives. *sigh* Maybe, I should just become one of those creepy old ladies with a billion cats, because I’ll never find me my own fairytale romance. Shit, now I’m becoming cynical…darn that.

I don’t expect to fall in the caverous hole we call love yet. I’m young, and I still have time to find myself and spread my wings and…fly? But I look into my wonderfully bland past and I notice that I haven’t known the most …er…nicest guys. Yea, you heard me…sorry to all the wonderful fellas out there, but there are some jerks running around tainting your good name. 

So to end this little rant on love, I just want post one of my favourite love poems from one of the cutest teen romance films, 10 Things I hate about You:

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Love, (oh that’s appropriate) Yaardvark.  

 P.S  if you ever find me talking about cats…STOP ME! I shan’t become a cat lady…no I shan’t .

Yes, I do not where make-up, my hair stays stiff in either a ponytail or bun most of the time, I’ve got acne that I don’t bother to cover up (reprecaussions of teenagedom ) and I don’t spend hours getting ready in the morning. Am I supposed to though? When I go to school, I want to be comfortable, not restricted, and apparently my low key attitude makes people think I’m…homely. Now there is a big difference between not overprocessing yourself, being simple, compared to slacking off when it comes to your appearance. I don’t slack off, not at all.

 A comment today made me realize that people think I’m rough around the edges because I don’t come to school looking like a fucking model.

“Yara, please don’t tell me you’re going to keep your hair in a ponytail on grad…right?”

I don’t care what people think of me, but there are times where I let their petty comments get to me…am I supposed to be this larger than life girl at the ripe ol’ age of 14!

 Gah, anyways today it’s my birthday. Yay! Not really, actually. This year is the first year that i’m actually not really excited for my birthday. Sure, I’ll be older than most people…so what? I can actually get into a movie at the movie theatres that’s rated PG14 without getting told to choose another movie, and I’ve finally made my way into ‘real’ teenage-ness (13 doesn’t count to me.) But, I’m not all pepped up for my birthday…why? It’s worn off…I’m becoming a grumpy bitch, sadly.

 Love, Yaardvark.

p.s I decided to get hosted! I’m still going to blog here until I get my hosted site up and ready!

I’m been contemplating if I should go ‘host searching’. I’ve always dreamed of finally leaving free servers, and moving on to my own subdomain, but something always gets in my way. Here are the pros and cons of me applying for hosting

Pros

1. A more professional site to display my writing and whatnot

2. A host can help me when I’m stuck

3. I’d finally be able to ditch the ugly free server address

4. My dream will come true

Cons 

1. I’d have to use Templates/make my own layouts on Paint

2. My coding skills suck, ever since I moved to WordPress, I’ve lost a lot of my previous knowledge

3. Being on WordPress makes my life easier

4. It’s hard to download stuff, because my computer isn’t the greatest *kicks computer* oops that never happened, I never abuse my computer *runs away*

So what do you guys think? Am I suited for a subdomain, or should I stick with free servers? I’ve been having this conversation in my head for a while, and I would like it to stop…for now anyways. The problem is, if I decide not to go host searching, then later on, I’ll start thinking if I should. Damn this cycle of indescision! Plus, I’m afraid that I don’t meet anyone’s criteria. If you any of you out there do host sites, do you think little old me has what it takes, what are the things you look for in potential hostees?

 Love, Yaardvark

I’ve done a bit of updating, I changed my about me page, and I added a new review in ‘Writing’. Click here to read the movie Review for The Hitcher. Plus I’m adding the New Years poem that I had wrote a few posts back into the ‘Writing’ section aswell.

Now to the main programing, tehe…many of you have heard about Britney’s Breakdown. I personally have a soft spot for her, because, as hard as it may be to believe, she’s still human. Just because she is the ‘Princess of Pop’ doesn’t mean she’s some sort of robot. It’s obvious that she’s suffering from some mental disease, and I don’t find berating her and making fun of her  to be quite funny. If someone you knew personally had a mental disease, would you make fun of them?  Now, I’m not any Chris Crocker over here, I’m just a person who believes that all humans deserve the same respect.  

See, I might be a tad hypocrytical, I have made my fair share of Britney jokes, I do over indulge in celeb gossip, and I’m a daily visitor of Mr. Perez Hilton himself, but I find what’s going on right now with her is no longer a laughing matter. Her kids are in danger, and she may be aswell. I think in times like these, we should push aside the fact that she has sold millions of CD’s, married K-Fed, and shaved her head, because at the end of the day Britney Spears is still a human, just like you and I.

Edit/ Do you notice anything different about my header? Yes, the header is of now better quality, that’s all thanks to Jem from Jemjabella.co.uk! She was kind enough to make the header tidier for me  . So again thank you.  Plus, I would like to thank everyone who gave me their honest opinion on this header . /Edit

I just made a new header (if it’s even considered one now) on Paint. The reason I chose to make a header on this primitive program is because PSP always tends to mess up my computer, so bye bye PSP, hello templates. Today I tried something different and had some balls for a change. I understand that when you hover of the links, you’re met with an unappealing grey that doesn’t match the ultra dark, almost black background, but if I wanted to change the CSS I’d have to buy some custom made crap. I’m cheap, I admit it . So no custom CSS for deary ol’ me, but I’ll survive, don’t worry.

All I ask is for someone to give me their utmost honest opinon on this header. If you think it’s complete shit, tell me :P. I’ll understand. If you think I should keep it up until the next time, tell me aswell. My feelings won’t be hurt, all I want is some honesty.

Thanks.

Happy New Years everyone! It still hasn’t hit midnight yet here, but I’m waiting patiently. I hope you guys have a great night! This blog is going to be short, but I’m ending it off with a poem about….NEW YEARS, you guessed it didn’t you .

As the lights fade into the indigo night.

The confetti falters to its last death.

The bubbling champagne sits flat in a glass.

Unattended, the drunk guests lay in a euphoric laughter.

Is this the end?

Painted black and blue?

Is this the time I’m supposed to forgive,

Or forget you?

Sipping the bliss of a year of emotions,

As it withers into the obscurity.

We lived, loved and laughed.

We cried, hated and failed.

But as every little past moment shrivles,

We  welcome ourselves to another year.

This is rant on how stupid some stores prices are, be warned: I may whine . Well yesterday, I did a bit of shopping for boxing week. A few stores had good sales, some just had the shittiest sales ever. I went in to a store *not to be named. Okay, their clothes are crappy and very ordinary, yet their sales are 50 %, while the item would still amount to 80 bucks! Their clearance rack items were all size super small and still were more expensive than other stores regular prices!

 Well, there were many positives to my shopping trip! I did by a couple of things, two shirts from Old Navy. I was actually shocked by Old Navy, I used to be a total hater, and look at me now . (still not a huge fan though.)

 I also loved spending time with my family. We sat in the food court for hours or so, just talking. Ahaha, we even got lost searching for the glasses place  . Overall the trip was really fun!  

On another note, I’ve been playing this game non-stop lately. It’s called Up Beat. I reccomend it! I’ve posted the link below this blog. Enjoy mon amies!
Play Up Beat!